head on (?) full of salt to sit here right now is getting boring get out and ride to the beach feel soft sandy heat and the wind how the colors milk your eyes split-screen vision, split-screen vision eggshells on the windshield blue on the horizon you are where you need to be you feel everything just let it be now let it be now let it be now let it be now let it be now let it be now let it be

yellow haze in the sky tells us join to fear, sorrow happy to be alive, alive, alive number 2 pencils are sharpened in the corner of the room rollerblading told me i can fly lucid dreaming it is possible try it try it, try it, try it, try it try, try, try it

it brings me joy* to be so casually cruel it brings me joy* to make a fool of you watched your agony smile knowing that you hate yourself knowing that you hate yourself knowing that you hate hate hate hate hate hate hate yourself

tap my feet to feel something that I never think about an empty home in the winter bare feet on a hard floor sounding like summer sounding like a wet bathing suit a belly flop what I wouldn’t give for a silly belly flop i jumped the high dive that other time i would do it tell me i would do it I would do it, come on would you do it too i would do it less perfect this time less perfect, i don’t care, i don’t care, i don't care, i don't care i would do it less perfect, i would do it less perfect i don’t care, i dont care, i dont care, i dont care i will do it less perfect this time you once told me that the penthouse apartment over there across from the construction site with the crane going every night/day there was a rich man no one came to his housewarming party and guess he started a fire on the roof fire on the roof, the roof's on the fire the roof, the roof, the roof's on fire the roof, the roof, the roof's on fire the roof, the roof, the roof's on fire

she said, take any umbrella that you want i tested them all out inside though I was scared it would be bad luck you looked nervous the whole time, and self-conscious my eyes kept darting down to see if I was attracted am I attracted am I attractive you had leaky eyes and I sat there with something like wisdom you said you like the way I think curious and creative as water rushed out of your eyes should I hug you or what should I distract you or what should I stop asking or what should I stop asking or what asking everything and just sometimes I just wanna react sometimes I just wanna react sometimes I just wanna react and it became clear, it became clear it became clear, it became clear none of us know what we are talking about none of us know what we are talking about careful out in the rain now oh you didn’t notice I guess you were having a good, good time ?? succulent tree sank (sang)? down your spine i’m more curious than concerned i’m more curious than concerned so we stepped out in the rain with my new umbrella with my new umbrella you press a button and it just opens up press a button and it just opens up the other ones were tightly wound this one, this one is an extrovert my um, my umbrella is an extrovert i have an extroverted umbrella so anyway, we stepped outside in the pouring rain and our umbrellas were kissing so I guess we, guess we might as well she asked, can I, can I kiss you? i said yes somehow her lips felt small somehow her lips felt small but I could feel the moisture up and down flatbush is it just rain getting on my lips i could feel the moisture up and down flatbush or is it just the rain pecking my lips oh is it just the rain pecking my lips or is it just the rain pecking my lips or is it just the rain pecking my lips or is it just the rain pecking my lips or is it just the rain pecking my lips or is it just the rain pecking my lips or is it just the rain pecking my lips it was like, i don’t know cherry, cherry, cherry, cherry, cherry chapstick it was like cherry chapstick it was like a revelation of some kind it was like a vision of some kind oh it just made me wanna wanna text everyone I kinda like in your panda eyes are you still thinking about me i keep thinking about you in your panda eyes are you still thinking about me i am thinking about you begging the neighbors to be voyeurs to be voyeurs to be voyeurs